LIFE WORKS IN ODD WAYS. YOU SPEND THE MAJORITY OF THE TIME LOOKING FOR JUST ONE PERSON TO CALL YOURS. TO START A FAMILY, BE SUCCESSFUL. I GUESS THIS IS WHAT YOUR SUPPOSED TO DO. I MEAN THAT'S WHAT I WANT. I WANT KIDS THAT LOVE ME AND A BEAUTIFUL WIFE THAT ADORES AND SUPPORTS ME BUT HOW DO I KNOW WHEN SHE IS THE ONE? ARE WE SUPPOSED TO PUT OURSELVES THROUGH TESTS TO SEE HOW STRONG OUR LOVE REALLY IS? OR IS EVERYTHING JUST SUPPOSED TO FALL IN PLACE. THE SHITTY THING IS I DON'T REALLY KNOW ANYONE WHO CAN SAY THERE ARE IN LOVE OR MEANT FOR EACH OTHER, IT MAKES ME THINK THAT MAYBE LOVE IS JUST A BULLSHIT FIGMENT OF IMAGINATION. IF TH ATS SO THEN WHAT ARE THESE FEELINGS I GET? WHY DO I FEEL I CANT LET GO OF THIS GIRL FOR HOURS LET ALONE MONTHS OR YEARS? WHY DO I FEEL DEPRESSED WHEN I SHOULD BE HAPPY FOR HER? WHY AM I SELFISH AND STUBBORN, AND LASTLY WHY AM I EVEN FREAKING OUT LIKE THIS WHEN NOTHING IS EVEN DECIDED YET? YOU KNOW, I'M EITHER A SHITTY PERSON OR FUCKING INCREDIBLE.
-BEN
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LOVE IS FREAL.
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